*holdingbacktears*

Holding back tears have always been an impossible challenge for someone as emotional as me.
I cry for the utmost minor stuffs.
Sometimes, even my own boyfren can't stand me.
No doubt, I am a extreme crybaby.
I never deny that fact.
Hmms. But you know what?
I am holding back my tears right now.
Sometimes, it really gets very tiring to cry n cry on.
I get tired too,
though my tear-ducts are hyperactive almost all the time.

Hah.
I get overemotional all the time.
I guess no one can stand me. not even myself.
Right now, I really wish fer someone to talk to.
Someone who can stand my tears and emotions.
Hmms. I know exams are very NEAR!
Just a couple of days away, but I am facing all these shits.
The SHITs are increasing lahs.
In sch and at home?!!
Can't I ever have some peace?
I just wanna be happy.
Haish.
Home's becoming a place that I dread most.
Sometimes, I question myself, "is this really someplace I call home?"
haha. I don't even know the answer myself.
My life is nowhere near perfect at all.
Hais.

`Ireallyreallycannottaketheseshitsanymore.
IfeelasthoughIamgoingtobreakdownanymomentsoon.